Stuck here

It's been a little while since i have written. More Frustration than anything. After waiting to hear what would happen we finally had the biopsy. It went ok. They got enough out to get some info, but they unfortunately ran into a few problems. The largest mass was wrapped around my lung which meant when he went in to sample it they tore a piece of lung, so i had to have a tube in my chest for the first few days. The removed that yesterday which was a great relief, I wasn't able to sleep or lay down with it pushing on my lung. The early news unfortunately sounds like it is still Hodgkin's. We will get more info on monday as to what specifically is the cause and what hopefully is the next step. It's all getting very frustrating and overwhelming though. I finding it pointless and upsetting to make any sort of plans for anything since my next step changes everyday. I guess it's a matter of trusting in the end result but it's no fun walking blind all the time. I wanted to say thank you again for some awesome gifts to help take my mind off what's going on. We got some tasty cookies, more frozen goods, and some more itunes money. One of my favorite artists Ben Folds has his new album coming out in september which i am very excited for. I have some itunes money waiting to get that album when it comes out. Hope all is well in your worlds. Thanks for the thoughts and prayers. See ya