home at last

well i am finally home. I actually got home tuesday afternoon. still a lot of recovery to do. I am totally exhausted still and very weak. even opening a simple bottle or carrying a plate of food is a chore. I am also still having very strong withdrawal symptoms from all the drugs they had me on in the hospital. I just don't seem to do well with the pain killers in particular. On one of my other trips it took me almost 2 weeks to stop shaking and feeling outside my body. i am having similar symptoms this time i think form the morphine they had me. sort of a pins and needles feeling constantly plus its almost like i can hear the blood coursing through my body. very weird feeling. I am excited today though because i turned on the tv and spring training baseball is on. its a nice feeling to know that spring is almost here and maybe i'll be able to get outside and enjoy it soon. thanks for the continued thoughts. If you want some specifics to pray for, pray this withdrawal stuff goes away soon, especially the inability to sleep, as the insomnia is pretty bad. I am also still battling a bit of a cold so pray that, that goes away soon and doesn't find a food hold while my body is still trying to recover. Can't wait to see you all again maybe a week or so and i'll be ready. To all my Lakeside Orangevale family i hope to join you soon, maybe even play a song or two and worship with you. See ya.